Things have been so crazy, nothing is fun anymore. Even with my friends I'm putting on an act to keep them from worrying. Smiling isn't coming as easy as it used to for me and it sucks cause I don't like people asking me over and over if I'm "okay". School sucks, I'm half way done I just can't wait to graduate, then I'll be free from that hell. I want to take my trip up to Canada over the Christmas break but I don't know if I'll be able to. More than anything I'd want to see Brett, but things just make me feel so insecure about it. I want to meet him, I've known him for about 7 years now and I really want to see him. He's one thing that makes me truthfully happy these days. But even that highs beginning to wear off cause of some people saying things about the whole idea. Mom keeps telling me that I shouldn't bother going up there cause I'll just be disappointed but I don't care. I want to go, Canada's a place I've always wanted to go and seeing Brett there would just make it that much better. I just don't want to disappoint anyone and more than anything I don't want to be hurt again. Well thats it for now, I'm off to take a nap and maybe take some new pictures. Peace out!

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The shadow proves the sunshine...
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Where is your boy tonight?
~Dzieci-Nocy
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Someday, I will break the ice, that's what I'm saying, cause dancing's what I love, too high, can't come down, center of attention, feels like the crowd is saying "You wanna piece of me?", another day, another drama.
xoxox
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We watched the stars &
He said to me I'll always love you baby.
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-We live in an age when pizza gets to your home before the police.
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-Want to get laid? Crawl up a chicken's ass and wait.
-You can lead a man to Congress, but you can't make him think.
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Come away, come away, death,
And in sad cypress let me be laid.
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If you be my star, I'll be your sky. You can hide underneath me and come out at night.
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I love Sento-kun
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stands for Our Muffins G....... KICK ASS!
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And as real as it seems, you're only in my dreams.
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