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Now a Days

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 12, 2007, 2:13 PM
Things have been so crazy, nothing is fun anymore. Even with my friends I'm putting on an act to keep them from worrying. Smiling isn't coming as easy as it used to for me and it sucks cause I don't like people asking me over and over if I'm "okay". School sucks, I'm half way done I just can't wait to graduate, then I'll be free from that hell. I want to take my trip up to Canada over the Christmas break but I don't know if I'll be able to. More than anything I'd want to see Brett, but things just make me feel so insecure about it. I want to meet him, I've known him for about 7 years now and I really want to see him. He's one thing that makes me truthfully happy these days. But even that highs beginning to wear off cause of some people saying things about the whole idea. Mom keeps telling me that I shouldn't bother going up there cause I'll just be disappointed but I don't care. I want to go, Canada's a place I've always wanted to go and seeing Brett there would just make it that much better. I just don't want to disappoint anyone and more than anything I don't want to be hurt again. Well thats it for now, I'm off to take a nap and maybe take some new pictures. Peace out! =)

  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Say it's Possible
  • Eating: Chocolate! =)
  • Drinking: Water

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 17
  • Current Residence: The middle of nowhere
  • Interests: Writing, Reading, Photography,Singing
  • Favourite movie: NANA
  • Favourite band or musician: Yuna Ito & Mika Nakashima
  • Favourite genre of music: Jazz & Instrumental
  • Favourite artist: I have alot :)
  • Favourite poet or writer: Tess Gerritsen
  • Favourite photographer: I have alot
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Favourite game: Valkyrie Profile 2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Haruno Sakura
  • Personal Quote: "It's not a rose without a thorn"

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~the-jew-rider:iconthe-jew-rider: Jun 1, 2008, 8:16:43 AM
Thanks so much for adding "Hole in my Heart" to your favorites!

I appreciate it!

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~brendonsoul:iconbrendonsoul: May 13, 2008, 9:23:38 AM
Nice. :) And Preety.

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*NowPictured:iconNowPictured: May 11, 2008, 2:19:09 PM
Thank you so so so much for the fave on "The Catwalk" [link] :D I really appreciate it! :hug:

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~lovelikeangels:iconlovelikeangels: Feb 1, 2008, 8:45:48 PM
THANKS FOR THE FAV =D

xoxox

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=psyconorikan:iconpsyconorikan: Feb 1, 2008, 7:03:02 PM
Thank you so much for the fav!! :heart: I really appreciate it!! :hug: You’re too kind!! ^w^

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~livo832:iconlivo832: Jan 16, 2008, 6:31:30 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:! :hug:

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~Tamlett:iconTamlett: Jul 10, 2007, 5:32:45 AM
thank you very much for the watch :hug:
*stitchy:iconstitchy: Jul 9, 2007, 11:44:31 AM
Thanks for the favorites! Love the photos. O:

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~0Shady0:icon0Shady0: Jul 9, 2007, 2:28:49 AM
Thanks for the visit...
~TehUgleh:iconTehUgleh: Jul 8, 2007, 1:10:10 PM
Anytime! :]

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=tickledpinky:icontickledpinky: Jun 27, 2007, 5:52:30 AM
Thank you so much for watching me. :heart:

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~unwrittenluv:iconunwrittenluv: Jun 21, 2007, 9:02:31 PM
thankies for the fave! this is my first literature and it seems to be a big hit even though i never thought myself a writer! anyway, thankies again!

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~luckylifex:iconluckylifex: Jun 19, 2007, 1:03:21 PM
Heyyy, ugly. Welcome to DA. :]
:heart:


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And as real as it seems, you're only in my dreams.